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  Dedication

  I would like to dedicate this book to my wife Lesley; and to the memory of Brian Epstein and all the Epstein family; and to Beatles fans everywhere. I would like to give my heartfelt thanks to Stafford Hildred, without whose help this book would never have been written.

  Contents

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Prologue

  1 The Start

  2 The Meeting

  3 The Contract

  4 The Record

  5 The Big Break

  6 The Price of Fame

  7 The World

  8 The Escapes

  9 The Palace

  10 The Beginning of the End

  11 The Nightmare

  12 The Unhappy Ending

  13 Sacking

  Copyright

  PROLOGUE

  The Beatles Anthology weighs 8 lb 12 oz and includes references to more than 2,000 people who played a part in the story of the greatest band the world will ever see. It is the Beatles’ own definitive account of their momentous time together. But the man who was by the side of manager Brian Epstein when he first saw the Beatles playing, at the Cavern on 9November 1961, is not mentioned. Apart from John Lennon, Paul McCartney, George Harrison and Pete Best, his is the only other name on the Beatles’ first contract. He became the Beatles’ Mr Fixit. He arranged flights, deflected paternity suits, lent money and often a shoulder to cry on. He bought islands, cars and houses for the Fab Four. He survived a determined attempt by John Lennon to turn him on to LSD. He persuaded George Harrison not to quit the group. He lost Ringo in the middle of Paris airport. And he was a grief counsellor for Paul McCartney when Jane Asher dumped him because she came home early and found him in their bed with another woman.

  His name is Alistair Taylor and he has been effectively airbrushed out of official Beatles history. Yet he was the man who shared Epstein’s amazing early dream of transforming this wonderful raw talent into the fabulous finished product which dazzled the globe. Today, Alistair lives on Income Support and his memories. Yet he once turned down the offer of a 2½ per cent share of the Beatles from Brian Epstein. Estimates vary, but some years ago he was reliabiliably informed that he had rejected a deal which would have given him an estimated £150 million.

  In recent years Alistair has scratched a living any way he can. He has taken back-breaking labouring jobs, shovelling lead in a Dickensian factory near his tiny cottage just outside Matlock in the Derbyshire Dales and he has served as a barman and pot-washer in local pubs and hotels.

  Alistair was with the Beatles from their historic first meeting with Brian Epstein through the astonishing Beatlemania years. As a hard-working and trusted member of the exclusive inner circle, he witnessed the transformation of four young Liverpool musicians into the multi-millionaire international icons they became. Alistair was with the doctor who broke into Brian Epstein’s locked bedroom door in 1967 when the charismatic manager was found dead. In the confused aftermath that followed, he was one of the loyal figures who struggled to help the Beatles reorganise their lives. John Lennon asked him to become general manager of Apple Corps and all four Beatles saw Alistair battling to bring some sanity to the commercial mayhem of that enterprise.

  When the Beatles began to break apart and brash American accountant Allen Klein was brought in to take charge, Alistair was the most senior of a long list of employees who were sacked in 1969. It was a shattering blow to a man who had become totally devoted to ‘the boys’. He had never fiddled a penny of his expenses, never sold a whisper of gossip and never wanted more than to play his part in the greatest entertainment success story of the twentieth century.

  Yet when the axe came, he made four telephone calls – not to plead for his job, but to make sure that each of the Beatles knew exactly what was being done in their name. From John, Paul, George and Ringo, the response was precisely the same – not one of them would come to the phone. Alistair believes they were embarrassed, and having given Klein carte blanche to clean up the chaos they could not make any exceptions. Perhaps that embarrassment is why the name of their faithful aide does not appear anywhere in their own version of events. Who knows? Today, Alistair Taylor might be as poor as a church mouse but he is not bitter. He simply wants to tell his story.

  Stafford Hildred

  September, 2001

  1

  THE START

  The advert in the Sits Vac column of the Liverpool Echo read, ‘Young man wanted for position as sales assistant in city centre music store.’ It might not look too exciting now, but at the time it promised a whole new life. The year was 1960 and I was 25 years old and stuck in a dull job as a clerk in a timber yard in Liverpool. I had worked in shops before and worked my way up as one of the bright young men of the John Lewis organisation. I’d left my home town of Runcorn for a new career in London until an accident in a supermarket damaged my spine and left me jobless.

  Until then, my life had been on the up and up. In London, I shared a flat in Battersea and met the lady who is still my wife. My flatmate Nick and I used to see this gorgeous girl coming home from work every night and, in order to get to know her, we had a party. We put an invitation through her letter box and, to my delight, she accepted. We had asked her really for Nick’s benefit, because I already had a girlfriend. But when she arrived, I opened the door and it was just like – Bang – we were instantly in love. Five days later we were engaged.

  She was called Lesley, and she was gorgeous. I still think she is. We got married on Christmas Eve 1959 at Caxton Hall at nine o’clock in the morning. She had to go back to work because she managed two jewellery shops, one in Regent Street and one in Burlington Arcade. As she worked on commission, she wasn’t going to take time off just before Christmas.

  At four minutes past nine, we were outside on the pavement getting into a taxi that dropped her off to work. All her family thought that I had got her in the club. We had only known each other for five days when we got engaged and within a month we were married.

  Life was fantastic until I slipped a disc lifting a heavy package at work. I was in agony and in plaster for eight months. I couldn’t work for ages so I lost my job without any compensation. We moved back up to Liverpool where it was cheaper to live and I got a job as a clerk in a firm of timber importers. I was terribly bored. We were newly married. I was so unhappy. Lesley got fed up with me coming in every night moaning and demanded to know what would make me happy.

  ‘I’d like to get back to retailing,’ I heard myself saying. I realised that it was contact with people that I missed the most. I loved working in a shop because of the constant flow of different people who come into your life. Lesley understood. She was a sales lady. I just love the atmosphere of serving people. I started looking in the Liverpool Echo and, lo and behold, I saw the fateful ad: ‘Young man wanted’ … That was late in 1960. It concluded: ‘Apply in writing to Mr Brian Epstein, NEMS Ltd., Whitechapel’, so that was what I did.

  I had never heard of Brian Epstein but I knew NEMS, the record shop, very well because I was a big record buyer. I was weaned on buying my first ever records there. I thought that was an incredible opportunity – to get back into selling and to move into the exciting world of music. I got a letter back asking me to come for an interview and along I went.

  My interview was in the first floor office at Whitechapel where I was confronted by a very well-spoken, elegantly-dressed young man. The meeting went on for about two hours. It was great from the moment we met. We just clicked. We talked about all sorts of things. We talked about music, life, Liverpool, just about everything. Although our future was to be bound together in pop, we were both devoted to very different sorts of music. I loved jazz and Brian was passi
onate about classical music, particularly Mozart and Beethoven.

  Our relationship was forged in that very first meeting. I knew straight away that he was ‘queer’, as we unkindly called it then. I wasn’t. He knew I wasn’t. And he knew I knew he was. And it wasn’t a problem for either of us. Remember, this was at a time when homosexuality was about as socially acceptable as bear-baiting. It was a shameful and illegal practice that was widely deplored by all so-called right-thinking people. So this was quite a test for Brian to give me. Throughout our conversation, there was this subtext bubbling away under the surface.

  There was a chemistry between us right from the start that is very, very hard to explain. That initial encounter turned quite quickly from being a formal interview into a discussion between friends. He could be so precise when he wanted to be. I will always remember him sitting back and saying, ‘I can’t pay you enough as a shop assistant’, which was what the job was. ‘But I have been thinking of having a personal assistant. Would you be interested?’

  Of course, I said, ‘Yes’. My starting salary was £10 a week and I couldn’t have been more delighted. I was earning £7 10s a week at the timber yard and I was bored out of my brain there.

  Before I left his office, I was even given my first job. Brian had some bullfighting posters which needed framing. Would I be so good as to take care of that?

  Of course, a lot of my work was at the counter but afterwards I would stay behind and do the ordering with Brian. He had this incredible ‘GOS’ system, which stood for General Over Stock. NEMS became a legend for its ability to get any record at all in those days. People came from as far afield as London to see how this relatively small shop in Liverpool had built up such a fantastic reputation for serving its customers. It was so bloody simple. On every album there was a brown sleeve with a different coloured tag on. When you sold one you left the tag dangling. And at night, after the shop had closed, Brian and I would go round and, guided by the tags, order a replacement for every record we had sold.

  Brian was never unwilling to supply a record. He took enormous pride in that. If a record was available anywhere in the world and people wanted to buy it, then Brian wanted to sell it. And he would get it. Even if it took him a year.

  Brian was uniquely gifted. He could listen to a record along with me and I would hear nothing special and quickly write off its chances. Brian would smile quietly and say, ‘All right, Alistair. Order 250.’ I would be astonished.

  We had two shops – the large Whitechapel base and the small Great Charlotte Street shop. But that order was always right. Brian could smell a hit record from a million miles away. We both hated pop music. I think I beat him once, maybe twice. But usually he was 100 per cent right.

  When Ray Charles’ version of ‘Georgia on my Mind’ was released, Brian was instantly impressed. ‘It is sure to be number one,’ he said in those elegantly modulated, carefully measured tones. I burst out laughing. I loved the song but I was convinced that never in a million years would it be a hit. Brian backed his judgement with the wager of a large gin and tonic. And, sure enough, it cost me the price of his drink and taught me never to underestimate Brian’s uncanny ability to predict a record’s popularity.

  I first heard John Leyton sing ‘Johnny Remember Me’ on an early television soap opera called Compact. We knew the record was going to be featured thanks to the enthusiasm of the rep from Top Rank and we wanted to hear it. In those days before video recorders, Brian had a dinner date which he did not want to break so I was delegated to listen and assess. I enjoyed the programme well enough but the record left me cold.

  The next day, I gravely advised Brian that five copies in each shop would be more than enough. When this order was despatched to Top Rank, the rep was so disappointed he appeared in the shop with a copy of the record to see if Brian could be persuaded to change his mind. Brian and I listened together and I remained imperiously dismissive. But there was something in the lyrics that Brian liked. He asked for it to be played again and then, with just the slightest flicker of a smile, said, ‘We’ll take 250 copies, please.’ By then, I knew much better than to protest. Brian was clearly confident that ‘Johnny Remember Me’ was going to be a considerable hit. I still thought it was deeply forgettable.

  But Brian, of course, was right. The day it was released, we experienced an enormous rush of people wanting to listen to those haunting lyrics and it went rapidly into the charts. Our competitors on Merseyside had reacted in the same way as me and had hardly taken any copies. But thanks to Brian’s ear for a hit, we had a sales rush. Brian was delighted and the rep confided that Brian’s taste was rarely wrong.

  Orders from NEMS were always carefully examined in the London offices of the big record companies. They knew that Brian Epstein was an expert at predicting the public reaction to a new record.

  In those early days, he was not ambitious. Brian was a very easily bored kind of guy. He had done it with the furniture stores and with the record shop and suddenly something new appeared.

  We became close quite soon. At 5.30pm when we closed the shop, he and I would then get together and do the ordering. And afterwards, we would go out for a gin and tonic at the Basnett Bar at the end of the day before I went home. Years later, I discovered to my surprise that the Basnett Bar was a hangout for gays. Not that they were called that then. Gay just meant happy in those innocent times.

  I’d have a plate of cockles and a gin and tonic with Brian. Often, if we differed about the chances of a record becoming a hit, we would wager our usual bet of a gin and tonic. I always paid my debts and it always seemed to be me who lost the bet.

  As we became more friendly, Brian would often say, ‘Let’s go and have dinner at the Rembrandt Club.’ I loved eating there with Brian because he was such good company. We’d laugh and we’d giggle for hours. It never even crossed my mind to worry that I was sitting enjoying myself so much with a homosexual.

  It annoys me that so much crap is talked about Brian nowadays. The common legend now is that Brian fell in love with John and that everything followed from that. That’s total bullshit. Excuse my French, but it’s nonsense. Peter Brown’s appalling book explores Brian’s homosexual side in grisly detail and I’m not convinced by half of it.

  Brian was always looking for some new horizon to head for. He got tired of things very quickly. Brian was an amazing man. My wife Lesley reckons that I was in love with him. And she is right. I did love him, but not in a homosexual way. The idea of going to bed with Brian, or with any man, makes me feel physically sick. It always has. But in a non-physical way, I still loved Brian. He was bright and funny and brilliant. He simply oozed charisma. Brian Epstein brightened up any room he walked into, he couldn’t help it. We just hit it off straight away. There was something about Brian that inspired loyalty and devotion in me. I think he knew that. And he also knew that those qualities were not going to be found in any of the men he slept with. He kept them well away from the business.

  Early on in our relationship, I remember he was going to go off to Spain. He loved the glamour and the sunshine of Spain. And he loved the spectacle of bullfighting. He insisted, ‘Alistair, you must come over.’ I got a cab straight over and my task when I arrived was to help him choose what clothes he was going to take with him.

  He said, ‘Do you think I need a dinner jacket?’

  I said, ‘Brian, for goodness’ sake, you’re going on holiday. You’re going to relax, not dress up. No, of course, you don’t need a dinner jacket in Spain.’

  After about two days of his holiday, Brian rang me and said, ‘You silly bugger. What do I need tonight? I’ve had to hire a dinner jacket.’

  We both laughed.

  Lots of people can say they slept with him and some of them have, but I honestly don’t feel there was anyone closer during our time together. He could turn to me when things were rough and know he was going to get 100 per cent help.

  He always wore a suit and a white shirt. He was just nine months
older than me. When we first met, he somehow assumed that I was older than him and it wasn’t until later that he realised. He laughed, ‘I’ve always treated you with such respect, because I thought you were one of my elders.’ It became a running joke between us.

  He wasn’t a hard task-master, but he wasn’t easy. He could be awkward and he was a real stickler that everything had to be right. After all, he was running the best record store in the north-west of England. Then it became the north of England. Then it became the whole of England. He was the first man to stock the whole of the Blue Note jazz catalogue. Because he knew I loved jazz, he invited me to share a box at the Royal Philharmonic Hall to hear Art Blakey and Thelonius Monk.

  When I first met Brian, he drove a Hillman Minx and lived at home with his mum and dad, Harry and Queenie. He and his brother Clive always called them Mummy and Daddy. They lived in a large detached house on Queen’s Drive in Childwall, a very prestigious address. I went there a couple of times. Harry was a lovely, kind man. He used to come into the shop and take a look around and you could tell by his manner if there was going to be trouble, if he didn’t think things were being run properly.

  Brian was very inventive. When he was running the furniture store, he used to turn the furniture with its back to the shop window so shoppers could see the other side. Harry went mad, but it was unique for its time.

  There was a period in the early ’60s when cocktail piano music became the big thing. Brian wouldn’t just put record sleeves in the window. He made a display. He would have the white cloth on the table with two glasses, two chairs and the record album sleeves. Pow, what’s that? It had the desired impact, and people would stop to have a closer look.

  2

  THE MEETING